i want to choose a life of knowing i am loved by Jesus, but that is very hard for me. and i hate that.

two posts, seven days. wow. that is a record for me these days. this is what i want of my life. "I began to learn to let my mind wander aimlessly until it came to rest, and later to detach myself from the places where it had wandered so that it might rest in the presence."
that is all i have.
love,
erin