Real Life.

Lord, I'm tired, so tired from walking

And Lord I'm so alone

I know the dark is creeping in

Creeping up to swallow me

Think I'll stop rest here awhile

This is all that I can say right now, right now

This is all that I can give

This is all that I can say right now, right now

This is all that I can give

Did you see me crying

Did you hear me call your name

Wasn't it you I gave my heart to

I wish you'd remember where you set it down

This is all

This is all that I can say right now, right now

This is all that I can give

This is all that I can say right now, right now

This is all that I can give

I didn't know that you were standing there

I didn't know that was you holding me

I didn't know that you were crying too

I didn't know that was you washing my feet

This is all

This is all that I can say right now, right now

This is all that I can give

And that's my everything

This is all that I can say right now, right now

And this is all that I can give

And that's my everything

That's my everything

That's my everything

-Robbie Seay Band "All I Can Say"

This song is such a beautiful picture of real life with Jesus to me because it goes from brokenness to hopefulness. When I was in high school a Young Life leader stood up at an All City YL Club and said that being a Christian doesn't make your life perfect. That to me, made no sense at all, and I decided I didn't really want to follow Jesus. I thought life with Jesus was happiness, never hurting, and life falling into place. A few years later I found out that life with Jesus is about holiness, hope in the midst of hurting, and life with Jesus...and, I am so glad it is.